Today
Today has been an all right day. Well except that I overslept my aklarm clock and was 17 minutes late for work. I didn't get in any trouble though. It is the firswt time I have ever been late. I hope it doesn't happen again. I am setting two alarms tonight just in case.

I talked to Sonya, my wife, tonight. When I got home from work there was a message on my voice mail from her to call her, so I did. We actually had a decent conversation. I told her how much I still love her and she didn't take well to that. But it is something that she called me worried about me. I hope we continue to talk and maybe one day we can get back togehter. Who know? It is possible.

Not much else to say here tonight. I am thinking about investigating Asatru. I may do that tomorrow night. Or maybe tonight if I can't sleep.

First Day
Mood:  lazy
This the first time I am going to use a blog on a serious note. I ahve played ariound with them a bit, but never had one that continued to grow.

You will learn about mje as I expound on the things that make my brain tick. Some of yo9u may find amusement in them, other may find enlightenment in them, or perhaps a little of both.

I am a 39 year old man as I write this. I have been married three times. I have two children (daughters) with my current wife. But, alas, she has left me. She now lives in Winston-Salem NC. That is about five hoursw drivetime form me. My car is not in th the shape it needs to be in to make that kind of trip. I have thought of other alternatives but they could get too costly.

I had a psychotic break over a year ago and am now diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia. It has been a long hard tiome of it, I still have problems from time to time. My illness is the one strongest factor in my personality. I spend more every trrying to hide it than I do anything else.

That is enough for tonight. I will add some more tomorrow.